ohhhh brilliant

i have a blog, called ohh-brilliant, just that it's not so brilliant these days.

time hasn't been kind. i've been kept busy, with a seemingly endless streams of tiny conquests to achieve. some too minor for words, others mere pulses to maintain this semblance of life.

life. mine has carried on its daily business in recent time with remarkable predictability, right down to the bus - the one that means i'm late - that i catch every god damn morning.

am i still hanging on to long standing illusions? i might be. or meaningless shenanigans? most probably. could that be the self inflicted definition of my life? i'll wait for hindsight to arrive.

so that's it for now. no clever punch lines to to lift the gloom, nor brilliant last words to string all thoughts to make some sense.