jumbled

feeling vaulted at home. caged in the heart. like lens without light. words without a voice. feel it. can't get it out. unwritten memories of tomorrow. hold a pen. its hollow content. write black on black. nothing can be read. empty brackets. fill in my blanks. in search of bliss. saw but not seen. felt but not held. to look yonder. hiding sunrise. shielding moon light. across the road. the meadows green. and cow grazes. shadows in flight. see me running. yet out of reach.