S a n g u i n i t y

today is a strange day.

today, i've been talking to myself for the past couple hours. it's the after effect of soccer in the morning, the on-coming rush of endorphins during and after playing, like the consumation of love. it feels sanguine.

it's like the spiritual enlightenment and tranquility of religion. it's my religion. only happens after this passionate affair, feeling the flow of love running thru your veins.

i am at peace today.

when i'm at peace, i look at life in a different light. in the vivid colors that should have been, in the black n white tones that truth is.

I wish to feel like this every week.