my room
if i can't reach it, i won't use it.
To all the things lying around in my room, if i haven't seen you for a year, i'm gonna throw you away.
Seriously.
if i can't reach it, i won't use it.
To all the things lying around in my room, if i haven't seen you for a year, i'm gonna throw you away.
Seriously.
In the proverbial blink of an eye, i've slept through a week and done nothing of significance. I hereby declare my honeymoon period over. Period to the period. Period.
The way to prevent a year of decadence, it dawns (yet to catch one, incidentally) on me, is to consistently write on each tiny triumph as they occur - a broken tap fixed, new muscles found, one of the many books read... and so on.
Is it time for a new writing space? hmmm....
the whole world has stopped blogging. i am officially a dinosaur. a 13 year old dinosaur.
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reading through the biographies and browsing through the photos of a few local photographers, i feel as if i've just started out in primany 1.
each annual attempt to validate my own work leaves me searching, and wondering.. what work?
i am not yet a photographer. i am just a dude with a camera.
in thoughts
feelings are all too familiar
could this be an endless cycle?
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Birthdays over the years
2008 - HK, had dinner alone in a little eatery near Fa Yuen St
2009 - nothing
2010 - Taitung to Hualien, Taiwan, with stupid
Christmas over the years
2008 - alone in sihanoukville, cambodia, in a quiet night
2009 - chiangmai with stupid
2010 - That elephant safari place, Sri Lanka, in an isolated resort with the scb folks
New Year over the years
2008/09 - nothing
2009/10 - Khao San Road, Bangkok, with ass and stupid and surrounded by 2000 ang mohs
2010/11 - on the plane from Colombo to Singapore with Jas and CJ
money making is a vicious, vicious cycle
i'm going diving. Anilao, in Philippines. $900
And i thought, what a good place to venture into underwater photography!
so i sussed out a good deal. a little too good to be true. still it set me back by $1770.
however, with big things come big responsibility. i had to figure out some way to secure my entire rig to myself, in the event of inclement conditions in the sea. $75 + $5.50 + $3.50 + $1.80 = $95.80
and because i have more and more gear which requires more and more batteries, i had to go out and get some. $44
and battery chargers, of course. $140
and a long line of power sockets for the many chargers. $23
that's how a $900 trip turn into a $2972.80 hole.
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dive in a flag
travel
do it. shamelessly
talk to people
take photos
write about it
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how about i start writing?
i'm doing no justice to all my travels. memories are quickly fading away in absence of the permanence of words. photos are no good without captions, much less if they remain hidden and forgotten in the labyrinth of hard disks.
and write about my army life. time to do some scanning.
here i am, boiling a kettle of water at 3am to cook noodles.
here i am, a creature of the night, soaking up the silence that feeds a part of me.
and my noodles, soaking up the water that too feeds me;
i have no doubt as to which is the nourishment, or drug, which i seemingly live on.
.
how many 3ams have you seen?
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Chanced upon a documentary about the white house photographer Pete Souza while bumming at home today.. and it inspired me. he captured some great moments.
http://www.petesouza.com/index.html
we're swapping torres for carroll and left with 10m for bak kwa.
this is historic.
m for million, in pounds. all 35 million of it.
i'm feeling really really sick.
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